Tuesday, April 24, 2007

a point of view

my mom always said that people has different point of view. define that. i know that we are all live as a main characters in each others drama, and that we have different roles for every other drama. i play as myself, as a daughter in my mom's drama, as an enemy in my enemy's drama, as someone to love in my future lover's drama (since i haven't any lover yet).
i used to think about, what if i play someone's else's. that thing could be thousand cool. yet, it could kill myself instantly. i mean, we're all know about those movies telling us how people lose their identity. like "the bourne identity", or "the net", or in the real life, people who have to enter FBI's witness protection program - or something like that.

i can't figure out what would it be- to live someone else's life. it's ok to switch your id for a few days - no more than a week, for me - to someone whom life's seem attracted for you to live. maybe i'll do that thing about the princess and the pauper for a week. living in a huge castle in Scotland or somewhere that has a huge dark medieval building, with hundreds acres of green nine hole golf court.

but i won't live any longer than a week.

i won't do that anyway.
adventure's fun, but if it goes too far - until i do not have any time even to remember it, since the adventure hasn't finished for thousand years - it's equally death.

even indiana jones doesn't live in the same adventure for his whole life -

or does he?